Horrid and short...Just something to say I am alive

"Be careful....
be careful,"
my conscience says...

for when you are approached in an alleyway by a familiar face
knees tend to hit the brick walls first.



protect yourself.
protect yourself.
protect yourself.


Family always finds you.
And they seem to always leave you contorted..
and lost within yourself.


I am lost.
No more counting.
No more running.
No more fighting.
No more interrupting....objecting.
No. More.





I am...
numb
numb
numb.