Sigh

I am so sorry for my absences.
I have nothing to explain them
Nothing you all do not already know...

I am sick of lying.
I am sick of hiding.
I am sick of waiting for bruises to heal
tears to dry
and the time for me to step back into public
so no one will ask questions.

I dont want this life.
I dont want it



But the one thing that I fear,
is that it will soon be as bad as it used to be.







I am back.
Will you take me?





I think you all underestimate how much your comments mean to me.